It’s today, the 20 year anniversary of the worst day of my life. 20 years since I lost any remaining childhood. 20 years since having to become an adult overnight. 20 year since I began the most difficult journey of my life…the one that set me free.
As I am reflecting on the fact that the 20th anniversary of the tragedy that changed my life coincides with the darkest day in history, the full day that Jesus was laying in the tomb, I realized that His death can bring hope in the midst of this pain.
2000 years ago, Jesus was innocent, he was lovingly showing His people the way to God. Yet evil invaded, and He suffered a brutal death, the most brutal death they had, willingly so we could be saved. 20 years ago, 13 innocent lives were taken in a brutal, horrific way. Mr. Sanders died to save his kids, credited with saving over 100 lives that day. The children we lost were completely innocent, living their lives, trying to honor God and others.
Today as I both remember the loss of those 13 innocent lives 20 years ago and the death of my Savior on a cross, I look toward tomorrow. 20 years ago we had no one of knowing what tomorrow would bring. But because we know that Jesus was raised to life after 3 days in the grave, and that because of His sacrifice we can live in eternity with Him, we also know that someday, we will see those lost again.
We can have hope now because we know that their lives were not taken in vain. So much good and healing has come from their stories and their testimonies of their life before that day. The 13 innocent remain a part of us today and will forever. We will always remember that day, but as the years have gone by, we are able to remember and celebrate their lives while feeling the emptiness of their loss.
We will always carry them in our hearts and minds. We will remember to honor them in our actions and our lives. They are forever etched in our hearts and we can know that we can be free from the pain and live in celebration because we know that Jesus lives. That in Him, one day all tears and sorrow and pain will be gone. In Jesus, we can rejoice and hope in a new life that is healed and whole, both here and for eternity.
We love and miss those taken from us. We will never forget: