Columbine…20 Years Later

It’s today, the 20 year anniversary of the worst day of my life. 20 years since I lost any remaining childhood. 20 years since having to become an adult overnight. 20 year since I began the most difficult journey of my life…the one that set me free. As I am reflecting on the fact thatRead moreRead more

Memories

Every year brings another chance for remembering. In the beginning, it would start in February. The knowledge of the coming April, the anticipation of the pain that is coming. It’s been 17 years since that day that changed my life. Over time, the anticipation, the terror of the memories has lessened and starts later on.Read moreRead more

The Anniversary

The last few weeks have been hard. I felt this day closing in on me like it does every year. Over time, I have been able to focus on life instead of this one day, but that tends to change starting in March. I notice that’s when my mood starts to change, things start toRead moreRead more